merry cHristmas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!and a haPpY nEw yEar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!…..

Genre of softcore punk music that integrates unenthusiastic melodramatic 17 year olds who dont smile, high pitched overwrought lyrics and inaudible guitar rifts with tight wool sweaters, tighter jeans, itchy scarfs (even in the summer), ripped chucks with favorite bands signature, black square rimmed glasses, and ebony greasy unwashed hair that is required to cover at least 3/5 ths of the face at an angle.

For there are joys beyond emotion,
and a smile on  my face,
and u have devotion.

For I have chosen the path of destruction
and this is only the introduction,
Smite me down and i am yours,
but crumble you will at my door.

Save me from my monster inside,
that eats my soul till i crack and explode,
From you my dear i shall not hide,
I see you for what u are, and what u bestowed.

Progression my chalice and hatred my tool,
did u really think that i’d be your fool?
take this life that u have but fingerprinted,
and take the memories that u also tinted.

As I gaze now at this lonely plural photograph,
it used to be us when nothing was wrong,
something escapes me, that something is a laugh,
as i am still alive, i managed to keep strong.

Put your anger and hatred in a bottle inside,
then cast it to the sea and thats how to confide,
take this life of mine so lonely,
if u were jus as we wer, if only if only.

Now i can die with peace in my heart
and calmness so real,
we are nothingness but i will soon depart,
but i ask, what is it exactly…that u feel?…

One last time i find myself in you,
press my luck lest i be killed?
Fragile Lives we live it true.
Destroy to rebuild
whats this life I live?

The end of the road is ahead,
Free my soul in yours so i can be at peace,
the war in my head has told me im dead,
and my mind is finnally at ease.

Save me from destruction,
so I can treat you right,
I am dying in this Abduction
because you are perfect in my sight.

Sad attempts have left me lying on the ground,
with visions of Hell,
Even after they Kill,
I am still here with you, not making a sound.

What have I Become?
These shadows has much to forgive,
cast out by burning eyes of love,
Destined to kill,
what is this life I live?

All the ladies, if you feel me
Help me sing it out

I can’t believe I believed everything we had would last
So young and naive of me to think she was from your past
Silly of me to dream of one day having your kids
Love is so blind, it feels right when it’s wrong

I can’t believe I fell for your schemes, I’m smarter than that
So dumb and naive to believe that with me you’re a changed man
Foolish of me to compete when you cheat with loose women
It took me some time, but now I moved on
Cause I realized I got

[chorus]
Me, myself and I
That’s all I got in the end
That’s what I found out
And it ain’t no need to cry
I took a vow that from now on
I’ma be my own best friend

You’re so controlling, you say that you love me but you don’t
Your family told me, one day I would see it on my own
Next thing I know, I’m dealing with your three kids in my home
Love is so blind, it feels right when it’s wrong

Now that it’s over, stop calling me, come pick up your clothes
Ain’t no need to front like you’re still with me, all your homies know
Even your very best friend tried to warn me on the low
Took me some time but now I am strong
Because I realize I got

[chorus]
Me, myself and I
That’s all I got in the end
That’s what I found out
And it ain’t no need to cry
I took a vow that from now on
I’ma be my own best friend

I got me, myself and I
(I know that I will never disappoint myself)
I must have cried a thousand times
(All the ladies, if you feel me, help me sing it out)
I can regret times spent with you
(Yeah, you hurt me but I learned a lot along the way)
Now I will vow to make it through
(After all the rain, you’ll see the sun come out again)
(Oh, oh, oh)
[4x with changing ad-libs]

I’m sorry for the times I don’t listen to every words you said, when the times I ignore your care and think that all those loving words are "negah"…sowe..but now I recall those days when the hardtimes you stay with me…when I am attacked by my sickness and I can’t breathe..you give me comfort telling me that life won’t hurt, you showed me how to fly…just like a motherbird if her daughterbird learns to fly she let it go to the sky…last night as you were chatting to the computer..I woke up and said(crying)…"ma dili ko kahinga"..you embraced me and said "hali dnhi be..diri nalang ka tulog sa among kwarto"…that night I told my self that I will listen to you…because all you ever wanted is whats the best for me…"wala lang ko kasabot sa imo sauna"…"love you mama!!!!"..

hi..good evening..i’m joni 17 years of age..i am rockie in blogging. I’ve never tried blogging when I was in my high school years, but when I’m in college I was so curious about it..and now here I am starting my blog..ehehehehehe..well..see my next post..good night!..