I miss you…the old you…when you are so simple and strict at me..when the times you care so deeeply that you woun’t let me get home late..coz I know you’ll get mad..I miss the big respect that I always gave to you..when at school at them I talk about you…but now I can’t understand why thing do change!..and honestly I can’t really accept it!..coz now I do hate you so much..that I wish I won’t be seeing you forever..everytime I see you my blood boils,I am like a volcano erupting in a second..but I know I can’t fight you coz you are my mother..people says "no matter how cruel she is or how many times she hurts you..she is still your mother..and someday you’ll  gonna understand it.."..yes..I know now I can’t understand her..but, do small thing can be a reason why people change?..ooooohhh…shhhhhht…I can’t accept that kind of reason…trully can’t!..hmmmf..sometimes she is looks like a paranoid because of that..haaaaaaaaaaaaizzzz…I’m so tired of understanding things related to her..I feel like I have to stay away from her forever..I don’t know..I told myself that starting today I won’t be caring about her..but I can’t..cause I still care..haaaaaaaiz..ambot niya!..tigulang na siya uie!..whatever!..I thought she will be there for me always but she left me now..I wish she’ll be back soon..b’coz..I miss you!..I miss how much I loved you!..please come back!..

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