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sing this again for me. . .

Three Cheers for Five Years

by: Mayday Parade

 swear that you dont have to go
I thought we could wait for the fireworks
I thought we could wait for the snow, to wash over Georgia and kill the hurt
I thought I could live in your arms
and spend every moment I have with you
stay up all night with the stars
confess all the faith that I had in you
I had in you

Too late, im sure and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now against me
You know the words, so sing along for me baby
For heavens sake I know you’re sorry
but you won’t stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know im dying, with my heart beside me
in shattered pieces that may never be replaced
and if I died right now, you’d never be the same

I thought with a month of apart, together would find us an opening
and moonlight would provide the spark
and that i would stumble across the key, or break down the door to your heart
Forever could see us not you and me
and you’d help me out of the dark
and id give my heart as an offering

Too late, im sure and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now against me
You know the words, so sing along for me baby
For heavens sake I know you’re sorry
but you won’t stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know im dying, with my heart beside me
in shattered pieces that may never be replaced
and if I died right now, you’d never be the same

and I will always remember you as you are right now to me
and I will always remember you now
remember you now

So sleep alone tonight
with no one here just by your side
sleep alone tonight
how does he feel how does he kiss
how does he taste while hes on your lips
I cant forget you
I know you want me to want you
i want to
But i cant forget you
so when this is over dont blow your composure baby

I cant forget you
I know you want me to want you
I want to…

we can relate in this song. . . I hope and pray that I could bring him back to me. . I already regret the things I’ve broken. . .specially his Heart!



i never forget you

I never think of forgetting you…I just want to give time for us to think and relax. The pain is still fresh. Also I want to be ready when I face you. I don’t want to cry in front of you because I am not a baby anymore. I’ve realize that when our dean talk to us last Monday, he said “look at yourself and decide if you are mature enough or you are still a baby that can’t make a decision”. By then I look at myself and think of what I did. It was the most stupid thing I’ve done. I can’t believe it. I didn’t think of the consequences. And now I am alone. I’ve lost everything that I’ve treasured, my friends, trust, my love, including myself. Nothings left except guilt, pain, and shame. Stop hurting each other. . .I’m sorry . . . please just give me time . . . that’s all I need now. . .Thanks for everything that you’ve given and shared. . . I am the one to blame not you or anyone. . . I always think of the things that would be happening right now when I don’t do that shit thing. . ."siguro happy kaau". . . "laag2x". . ."taz after mg-date mi sqng love na tao". . .but it all crash down b’coz of my stupidity. . .fucking shit "me". . . I can’t get back those times. . .maybe I can get it back but it’s not the same anymore. . . 

  Time has a way of healing. . .
I know sorries, just wouldn’t do it . . . 
But I keep climbing and hoping things would change. . .