Where are you?
I miss you…the old you…when you are so simple and strict at me..when the times you care so deeeply that you woun’t let me get home late..coz I know you’ll get mad..I miss the big respect that I always gave to you..when at school at them I talk about you…but now I can’t understand why thing do change!..and honestly I can’t really accept it!..coz now I do hate you so much..that I wish I won’t be seeing you forever..everytime I see you my blood boils,I am like a volcano erupting in a second..but I know I can’t fight you coz you are my mother..people says "no matter how cruel she is or how many times she hurts you..she is still your mother..and someday you’ll gonna understand it.."..yes..I know now I can’t understand her..but, do small thing can be a reason why people change?..ooooohhh…shhhhhht…I can’t accept that kind of reason…trully can’t!..hmmmf..sometimes she is looks like a paranoid because of that..haaaaaaaaaaaaizzzz…I’m so tired of understanding things related to her..I feel like I have to stay away from her forever..I don’t know..I told myself that starting today I won’t be caring about her..but I can’t..cause I still care..haaaaaaaiz..ambot niya!..tigulang na siya uie!..whatever!..I thought she will be there for me always but she left me now..I wish she’ll be back soon..b’coz..I miss you!..I miss how much I loved you!..please come back!..
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…Ei by the way this is RAN online..It is one of those popular online games here in Philippines. Some people find this games very nice and full of fun just like me..ehehehe..kaya lng "maka-addict" daw..bitaw tinuod djud na siya!..hahaYz..weLL, to tell you honestly I’ve been addicted to this OL games ever since I played it Last summer. I forgot to do and think other things because of this. Because I am truely focus in attaining a higher level. I had so much fun playing. It’s like comming to the point that I’d rather play RAN than eat!…ehehehehe…but now that I am so busy doing what I want to do in my life today, also thats my new years resolution..ehehehe.."to do want I want to do..so that I won’t regret..ug muingon sayanga uie la naku to nabuhat..tsk!"…well atleast I give my best right now…haaaaaayz 
.. But last night when I went to the internet cafÉ to buy some load, I saw some boys playing…huhuhuhu 
…"Nasuya ko!".. Then I remembered myself.. I remembered that I miss those times when I play hardly like there is no tommorow that I won’t sleep because of that..hehe.. I want to play again but I’m so busy!..aTai kaayu!.. But I promise to myself whenever I finished my commitment at school and when it is summer time..hmmmmf.. I will play very hard and be a RAN online addict again..hehehehe..kalingaw uie… So sa mga adik diha..mag-dula nata!..ehehehe..
hahahahhaha…♪